grandpa's wake

My dearest grandpa passed away on 25 Nov 2008. I can never forget that wake up call by my mum to rush down to my grandma's place. I got myself dressed asap and b4 we could hail a cab, another phone call came to tell us.. granddaddy had gone. I felt MIXED at that point of time. I'm sad that I couldn't see him for the very last time yet happy that at least he dun need to struggle in pain anymore. those few days was really hard for him... he was crying in pain like a child.. and kept complaining that he wants to go home when he's already home.

I teared when I saw the motionl-less body lying on the bed. Mum went weak on her knees and cried on the spot. Everyone was crying.. and so it my dearest MAMA. My god bro cum cousin was shocked to see grandpa dead and cried out loud when we ensured him that grandpa had gone... he's only 10 and we had to kept conforting him before the tissue box run low. The body was left on the bed for 5 hrs before the casket came to collect his body.

so many arrangement had to be done on that day... death certificate, coffin purchased, calling of people and performing basic rituals and setting up the tables. It's day 2 already... 3 more days before the cremation. Grandpa wish had finally been granted. All the grandchildren did their best to fold those joss papers.. and we finally got bonded together to talk about our childhood stories. We came to the conclusion that we all misses grandpa's actions of feeding us PRAWNS, BAK CHOR and fish with ABC STOUT. Sigh..

Cremation is on 30th Nov.

the wake is at Blk 498N tampines Street 45 - at the multi purpose hall.
there is one more wake at some other nearby blk so please do not be mistaken.

:(

Things we do..

A card for him to mark this special date that I had waited patiently for 2 mths for his return.


My lunch was prepared by baby... Toast bread with tuna and chilli. It's even better than YA KUN! HAHA.. Seems like Aussie had trained baby to be a chef! Its rather nice to watch HK drama series without any worries of no lunchie when baby is always available to prepare mee goreng or bread!! Yummy!!


Finally gotten him a Seiko Watch. I know and am sure that he loves this watch lots.. This watch has everything.. digital, analog and so many function but well.. NO LIGHT!!

tee hee... and we spend our sat night drinking with the buddies.. It was a good 5 days of fun!

And VANESSA TAN.. where have u been? I have been trying to locate u.. but to no avail! Please get back to me real soon!

My Santa is BACK!

18 Nov 2008
I started to get ready at 6.45pm due to my Gan Jiong-ness. It was an important night as baby is finally coming back from Aussie. His parents picked me up at 8.30pm! The journey there was filled with anxiety and anticipation. The radio playing romantic songs isnt HELPING at all.

Finally, I managed to stand right outside the gate 42 to wait for darling appearance. He gave me a small hug and a peck on my head ( -_- I thought it was suppose to be a BIGGIE HUG). He was TANNED (yes.. I ADMIT that u're tanned) and FITTER with a long hair.

Upon reaching his place, I was so happy to see that GREEN ROOM with my pinkie bear and smelly dog on his bed. I couldnt wait any longer for him to unpack his luggage but irritating him kept me in suspense. I was patient... and waited!

Finally after his long bath and supper (his dad gotten him Char Kuey since he missed spore food so much), he unpacked his luggage!! -_-!!

He gave me a pair of Haivainas slipper at first which I REALLY REALLY LOVE IT and told me Austrailia got nothing to buy!! I took his words and carried on with my magazine. After packing everything, he surprised me with a PAUL frank top and shorts. Hehe.. and he flooded my mum and sis with honey comb and nougurts.

I spent my whole day with him getting used to the SPORE time. He woke up at 6am.. and slept at 2pm! JET LAG! Now, I'm so very tired! So bye... will post the photos up very soon!

Guitar Hero 3 is out!!

I was on my way out for lunchie today when I heard the music playing on the radio.. ITS THE SONG I PLAYED WITH BABY ON GUITAR HERO AEROSMITH! I got home, turned on the lappy and do my information search on guitar hero. I remembered baby telling me b4 that they will be launching guitar hero 3 or something. I did my research with excitement.. and look what I found! GUITAR HERO 3 IS OUT ON 28 OCT!
OK! So what's so cool about Guitar Hero 3 which made me so enthusiastic. Firstly, we got the Aerosmith Guitar Hero.. we had only 1 guitar. Baby and I had to fight with it cause both of us just wants to prove our capability in completing the stage. We will show our rock band stunts and dance around with it like an idiot. YES.. LIONEL LEE YONG YEE.. My dearest bf! His hao lian-ness after each completion makes me feel like strangling him. If we were to get GUITAR HERO 3, we can have 2 guitars.. and we definitely can compete with each other's real capability.

Yeap, this is the "eletric guitar" I'm talking about. It's light and small in size for me to play. damn cute and adorable. The aerosmith guitar I have actually is a "GIBSON" one.. the one that AEROSMITH supposed to be using!! HAHA... they even have stickers to stick ard just to decorate it into AEROSMITH guitar lookalike.

Then in this new Guitar Hero 3, they have the drum set too which baby simply ADORES! Yeap.. we nearly bought one the other time but darling knows about the new launched and therefore we chose to WAIT for GH3 instead. He was actually the one who kept saying How cool it is to play the drum. *roll eyes*

There will also be an inclusive of a wired mic. Haha.. I guess I will be the one SINGING of course.. Hm.. a mic, a guitar and a drum. 3 instruments and 2 players... HAha.. I shall make do with MULTI-TASKING THEN.. I sing and play the guitar... and Baby lee will play the drum. Haha... so ADORABLE.. but haiz.. $310 for that irritating SET! *slaps* anyone got LOBANG?

I wanna have a coach bag, guitar Hero and MORE CLOTHES!!! WHERE'S MY MONEY!!!

Its time its time..

Its time for me to write a GOOD entry with a happy spirit. Well.. I'm a happy girl after all.. Papers ended on Monday and I have been a potato couch and a shopaholic for the past few days. I was watching GOSSIP GIRLS like finally... and yeap... I'm hooked to the xoxo.. with Nat, B, S, Dan and Chuck Bass. OMG... the whole series is hooking up me up that NOW.. I would rather stuck my ass on my pinky seat rather than heading out for some exercise. Even when I'm out, I would read my gossip girl storybook. SEE how addict Am I?

Was out shopping in town on Monday and Thursday with Racheal. Thursday was abit extraordinary cause Syl, Yifang and Keegay was there. Racheal was such a darling to drive me home on Thursday. I swear we had so much fun chatting in the car and finding our routes there.. all in all.. its so worth it.



YES.. and I found my furry jacket which I bought from Hong Kong.. Don't really got the chance to wear it actually.. but hm.. its definitely worth taking some photos. CAM WHORE!!



Oh.. and there's something else that I wanna blog abt.. its regarding this really lovely bag that both Rach and Yifang thinks its so ME.. yeap.. its pink in colour.. and yeap there's gold ornaments on it.. and yes.. ITS COACH!! I email baby to tell him to keep a lookout for me in Aussie if Aussie happened to have COACH sale or something.. its freaking $650 in spore.. too ex! He's was really to tell me that he will pay for me cause he knows that I'm so in love with this bag but I'm not that mean.. I wont use a penny of his to get this bag. Its either my money or I dun get it! Coach has a really lovely new range of bags and clutches.. OMG!! *faints*

Oh.. and I had done my nails under baby's account. Its now lovely with red and glitters on it. My online dresses came.. it fits perfectly.. but I guess I need to put on a little more weight if I want it to fit it perfectly. What a contradiction.. should I gain or lose anymore weight? Yeap.. I lost a total of 2 kg since the mugfest started.

But whatever it is... I'm happy with my fifimistica fabulous life.

I met a good man.

Monday was my last paper for this sem. I was pretty excited about it since its the LAST PAPER and well.. its the module that I'm not confident in. Due to the lack of sleep in the previous night, I was pretty gan chiong for the whole morning. To get things worst, daddy plan for a quickie out of a sudden which got me all rushed to dressed up and have my things packed in within 15 mins.

I had to meet Syl for some quick revision before the paper starts to get myself prepared. It was 2pm that Mr Syl decided to set off for our last paper. AGAIN, I had to quickly pack my stuff up in a RUSH mode. Carelessly, I dropped my IPOD TOUCH and keys on the floor without even hearing ANYTHING(guess I'm too excited!!). I didnt realise anything amiss even until after the papers.

The paper was alright but I have no confident in getting a credit for it. BUT... who cares.. its the last paper.. TIME FOR A SHOPPING SPREE!! Met up with Rachel and this cute little babe of mine... actually drove her husband's car out. I was shocked of course.. and both of us.. are directional gundu-kias. BUT THEN.. we manage to conquer the fear and took the LONGEST road to reach town. We took PIE(changi).. then headed out to Lornie.. then.. CTE(CITY) then.. Heeren.. -called Gabriel for directions to Mosque carpark since its the cheapest- FOUND IT.. made a 3 point turn because we thought the entrance was the other side. And finally... HURRAY.......... we reached our destination!! U should have see our expression!!

Went shopping ard town. I swear I felt like a bird being let out of its cage. I finally get to smell the air of town.. DAMN REFRESHING! I spend my moolahs on a top, a shorts, threading and Mos burger. Met up with Kervin and Gabby and we all head down to Gabby's place to .. PLAY MJ!! Lost some moolahs.. but its ALL WORTH IT!!

I was on my way back home at about 2 plus. Was searching for my Keys high and low in my bag.. cause my bag was full of notes and plastic bags. I couldnt find it.. and then I came to realise.. I LOST MY KEYS and my IPOD TOUCH! I was that CLOSE to fainting if not for Kervin's existance. Called Racheal up at 4.30am and plead her to check if its in her car.. I'm sorry BABE.. I was really nervous! Thanks for the trouble for waking up and walking alone to the multi story carpark to find my stuff!! I couldn't locate the items. I felt so Fucked up.. cause I couldn't call baby up to explain about what had happened.. and so I email him instead.

I tried in vain to sleep but my whole mind was thinking of the keys and IPOD. Where-THE-F had I put it? I went online again.. to email baby a more detailed explaination and thats when I saw his reply. I was lost for words.. he didn't reprimand me at all.. and he even console me by wanting to get me another MP3... and that email was so far the LONGEST email I've seen. I'm touched!!

Was clearing up my emails when I came across an email by the subject: ARE YOU STUDYING AT UNISIM AT LEVEL 3 AT 10/11/2008! I immediatly opened up the junk email.. and a kind soul actually found my stuff!! I email him back.. but there was no response till 10pm. Imagine the Anxiety!!

I couldn't sleep much at all.. and my computer was on the whole day. I packed my room and clean the MAHJONG TILES again. Daddy punished me for losing my keys by wanting me to clean the floor with all the REQUIRED process!! What a pain in the ass!!

At 10pm, Mr good man came online. YES.. he actually added me in MSN just to look for me to return those stuff. We chatted and agreed to meet up soon. I was seriously very happy and I'll certainly keep him as a friend. Its not easy to find someone so honest to return an EXPENSIVE item already... I'm LUCKY!! I KNOW! He even asked me if I did well for my papers cause he thought I must be very worried knowing that I have lost my stuff!! How sweet right? But he laugh when I told him.. I only realise my stuff was missing at 2am!! HAHAA!!

Tonight will be a GOOD nigh sleep! Thank u Mr GOOD MAN!!

Babies

I was really bored while mugging for my last paper.. and guess what I did! Wahahha....
Baby Remus
Baby Giselle

Haha... so Handsome right? I'm not sure about the baby girl though.. cause she looks rather boyish! This is something that perks my day up!!

Its.. just.. a little Crush!!

Today's post will be..... *drumroll* regarding MY SEXIEST SECONDARY SCH CRUSH!!!! (the one in the middle) SEE THOSE MUSCLES... OMG.. but well.. he is definitely better looking in real life!!

Well well... You should be glad that I'm posting a post on u Mr Sam cause I'm having a paper on Monday and yet I'm using the remaining time to blog about u! Ok! So heres the story on Princess Fifi and prince charming Sam!

It all started with him entering into our class one day to attend lesson with us cause he Chosed to study in BISHAN PARK SEC instead of some other seconday school. I didn't have any liking for him at first cause we hardly talk. He appeared to be rather aloof in class. My ah lian friend then told me one day that she finds him CUTE.. and I was like RATHER AH LIAN AT THAT TIME.. so I slap(lightly) at his face.. and said.. CUTE MEH!! SAM>.. she thinks that u're cute!!But he didnt bother abt me!
:(.

After a year of seconday 1, we proceeded to secondary 2! As days passed... I find that OMG... HE IS REALLY CUTE! He has firm muscles and a cute baby face and plus the fact that he TRAINS in gym.. this made him even cuter! We hardly talk still but 1 thing I found out about him is.. HE IS NOT SHY AND QUIET AT ALL.. and his jokes are really 100 percent funny. I started to have a mega crush on him.. and even force my friend to organise a PARTY to get us closer by having some GAMES that reguire us to be more intimate(silly idea)!! You know why silly?? One of the games required us to be stand in the newspaper which then will be cut into smaller pieces.. and then we will get to hug each other... WE DIDNT END UP HUGGING of course... we ended up.. HIAz... ME IN THE POOL because this guy here... CARRIED ME and dunk me into the pool!! Smarty Me.. drag him into the pool as well.. as so both of us .. got wet in the pool! BUT I SWEAR... I REALLY SWEAR... that was the happiest moment in my life! We took photos and then the day ended with me thinking about that moment.

1 year passed and nothing happen. He was very difficult to be contacted at that moment cause he doesnt have a hp nor a pager. All I could do was to stare at him in class and do silly actions to get his attention. He celebrated my bday with me along with other friends.. and we got our second photo taken. That was the best bday gift..

Finally we got into a deeper contact through IRC or something(cant remember).. We started talking on the phone.. and I was always as happy as a lark when my hp beeps with his home tel. We agreed on a date because he needed me to give him ideas on a bday gift. Our date started with a tour ard town and then movies! NOTHING HAPPEN even though I wished (hahaha!!).. and then we got onto a long bus ride on bus 54 and a neo print taking session to marks the end of the day! Sigh.. I wished there was 10000 hrs on that very day!!

Sigh.. but nothing happened in the end.. as he got attached with a girl by the name of CLEVER! I was sad of course.. but I still tried chasing after him till sec 4. Now.. we are still staying in contact via MSN. He changed into a rather DECENT guy... very different from the ah beng I used to know! He's seriously a very good catch.. so girls... what are u waiting for!! GO FOR HIM.. he's available! BUT.. well.. no ah lians please... I think that he have too many ah lian friends!! HAHA!

Mr Sammie... I'm really touched that u're still keeping that photo frame (which I had totally forgotten).. and like WTH... it takes u 6 yrs to find out that there is a msg behind that photo!! HAHA... how sweet!! Anyway, its really great HAVING A MEGA crush on u!! :)

another post!

Haha... excuse me for posting 3 posts in a DAY! I'm too effing Stress now u see.. so pardon me alright! I just feel like posting some random stuff today! Hm.. today's paper is alright.. but I doubt I can score! I'm suppose to visit grand-daddy tdy but dad was so random that he decided not to go in the end. I love my boyfriend so much because he was so sweet to accompany me the other night when I was in the hospital praying for grand-daddy. As u all know that aussie is 2hrs ahead from our local time.. and he actually accompanied me through sms-ing till 12am(local time) which is 2am(aussie time). He called me the next day to ask abt grand-daddy and also to wish me all the best for my paper. He even made me promise him to email him after I got back from the hospital to tell him abt the condition. Thank u so much baby... I love u!!

Grand-daddy condition is pretty unstable now. He keeps wanting to sleep every now and then. I haven't really got the chance to see him yet due to EXAMS and EXAMS! But well.. thank god that I have friends like buddy to REMIND me to visit grand-daddy every now and then.. he even wanted to drive me there but due to Exams and EXams.. I chose to stay home and mug hard instead! I guess I will make a trip down on monday night!

Its great to know that there are people who care for u when u're at ur lowest! 11 more days to go!!

bu...ttee...

This post is dedicated to my dearest... buddy(bu..ttee..) Mr Goh Kervin!

Many might not take notice of this.. but yes.. Mr Kervin has a BLOG to blog about his life!! Mr Kervin's Blog
He set up this blog because I told him that blog actually helps to enlighten one's thought especially people like him who is need of a listening ear to listen his truckloads of problems. Well.. it did indeed help him a little but BEWARE.. its all emo posts. People who are willing to help can feel free to visit his blog.

Kervin.. u know as a buddy of urs.. I really feel worried for u in every sad entry I see(even if there's only 2)? I dun mind putting my books aside to listen to ur stories.. but of course I would want something in return for that... and that will definitely be an exchange of ur happiness. I seriously miss the old kervin who is so JOVIAL whenever he plays the MAHJONG.. but now.. what I see is a kervin who is TRYING HIS BEST to fake his smile. You know that that is not what ur buddy wants here.

whatever it is.. just try to cheer up ok? My hotline is always free for u even though its quite hot! Haha! U stay happy and we'll have more fun after my retards papers ok?

Buyer Be-be-behaviour!

I'm heading to the examination hall in less than 4 hrs time for that buyer-behaviour paper! YES... how buyer BEHAVE when they are purchasing.. example.. HOW THEY learn their product through stimulus and how they BRAIN works in a hemispheric lateralisation model (like.. different side of the brain, controls different activity). Everything in the tb is like so dead.. with me learning even the HOUSEHOLD ROLES of each family and the how CHILDREN(or infant) response to the advertisement. In short, buyer behaviour is a combination or SCIENCE, DESIGNS and yes.. EARLY CHILDHOOD! *pulls hair* I'm so sick of the book( cause its EFFING thick) that I really have the intention to burn the book into ashes and probably drink the ashes up hoping to REMEMBER some of the farking long terms they use in the household.. Take for an example: SYNCRETIC DECISION MAKING == a type of decision where both the wife and husband play a part in determining the outcome. WTH!! the opp. of Syncretic.. is AUTONOMIC! Ah fark.. I know I'm so gonna flunk this paper even though I studied really hard for it.. REASON?? Cause its freaking 15 chapts of boring issues even though it seems easy!

Last night was a horror night when I couldnt get myself to sleep due to the overloading of information. OH.. F.Y.I information overload is also one of the term used in BB! Sigh.. and I have also been thinking abt grand-daddy! The doctor told us that its terminal already.. which means.. he had REACHED THE BUS STOP liao.. time to alight(translation from my uncle)... I dun wish that anything will ever happen to him.. but seems a little impossible aeh.. but well.. I'm so gonna visit him more often after my papers!

Alright.. gtg now!! Got to do my Ling Shi Bao Fo Jiao revision!

Piano..

I always want to learn how to play the piano but mummy ALWAYS LIE TO ME when I'm young in finding a teacher for me.. and thus.. I dun have the chance to learn how to play the piano! I remembered that there was this guy who played a song while we were shopping.. and I was amazed by it even though he was playing it for fun!! From then.. I SWEAR I must let my son learn how to play the piano cause it will farking melt a girl's heart.. and I will let my daughter learn how to play the violin or cello.. HAHA.. or maybe let her do ballet lar!!



SEE... damn nice lar!! If ever a guy were to play this for me... and then propose.. I SWEAR I WILL MELT like an ice cream!

I'm Veli.. tired lah Deh..

I'm damn freaking tired now. I guess this always happens whenever there's EXAM! My eyes just get damn tired.. and my face feel HOT.. but I just cant sleep when I'm on my bed but when the book is open.. I swear I can just LIE DEAD on my table! Seriously... I really hope exam just ends like tomorrow but WTF.. its just the beginning!

But well.. there is still a need for some RELAXATION during this very stress period.. and thank god to my PTBF..cum bodyguard.. I manage to RELAC abit!!

I had Mahjong.. at Gab's place where I got my first Shi San YAO!! I guess its Gab's top that brought me some luck and maybe those ARMY cadets face that inspired me for my shi san yao since I'm facing them during the 3 pok.
Then it was dinner at ASHTON!! The steak is nice and cheap.. and I had YOGURT for dessert!
Then it was another game of MJ.. at Dre's place. I know I look TAK-GLAM here but I dun really bother about my looks now since its EXAM!! Where got time to take bus to junction 8 to buy mask and facial product.. U TELL ME LAR!!! I dun even have the time to pluck my brows!! Shait!!

Then it was study session with Syl, Joyce and my dearest PTBF cum bodyguard!! Haha! Thanks for everything MR kervin goh! I know I know... you have been really sweet to bring me out to try all the delicious food... and ensure I reach my DOORSTEP everytime I head out.. and never fail to pick me up even though u stay at SEMBAWANG!! *tears fall* BUT... I also do something in return okie.. I accompany u to talk cock until 4am in THE MORNING even though I should be mugging at home!!

Sigh.. I'm feeling tired.. but NOPE... Not going to sleep! Shall find the correct SPOT to study Market research!! *yawns*

Brain Malfunction

Though I really love this subject about MARKETING... but wtf lar... 15 chapts of buyer behaviour and 16 chapts of Marketing Research is really killing me ok!! I manage to store only 14 chapts of bb... and 0 chapts of MR.. cause therez still MAB to worry abt!! *PULL HAIRS* Can someone teach me the ART OF STUDYING?

OK.. apart from all the NONSENSE about studies.. there's something to be happy about still.. like.. my TUITION!! Yeap.. I always have interest in teaching and whenever my students scored good grades in their papers.. I will always feel a sense of satisfaction as if I was the one scoring good grades. And so.. there's this student whom was introduced by a fren. She's a very quiet girl who has got an attitude. Teaching her can be rather tedious cause.. she dun talk as much as my other student. I tried to engage into many funny conversations with her.. and finally she OPEN UP herself.. and guess what... SHE SCORED PRETTY WELL FOR HER PAPERS!! YiPPiE!!

At least my efforts had paid off! Told my dad about it.. and he claims that it was him who taught me all the tactics!! HAHA!!

Hm.. baby called me today after 2 days of MIA-ing! His reason for not calling is again.. QUEUE TOO LONG.. and he had no choice but to cut queue today just to call me! How TWEET right...!! He claims that he misses me just as much as how much he misses his chou chou and gou gou!! So.. as a gd gf like what I always am... I shall put up a photo of it.



Will be seeing him in another 2 more weeks... Hm... I feel like it has been eons since I last seen him!! The feeling is WU FA XING RONG de!!! Itz wierd that we have to always end our email/conversation with I miss u.. I really do!! But we both know it was genuine!! Love u always!