a post on charlene..

Well well.. I was at the IT SHOW on friday with the groupies. None got anything as usual but well I was still being entertained by xinyi's daughter.. CHARLENE! This girl here is like so hyperactive. I remembered the first time i saw her at huifang's bday.. she wasnt that FRENLY cause I guess she's too tired or something but on FRIDAY.. she's like so adorable.. laughing and jumping ard! I really do hope she doesnt have nightmares that night.

She's really adorable and now.. I'm starting to miss playing with her. I wanna have a KID!!!! Grr.... well.. that will be another 5 yrs! Hahhaa

Maths

Well well.. I was having some difficulties in this particular maths question.. and have to resort asking people for advices. It was really thoughtful and smart of him to use PAINT to explain the whole question and then email me the solution. Thanks!!

As I was waiting...

As I was waiting.. and waiting and waiting.. for an answer..

Something struck me hard.....


I didnt even have you in the first place.. but you had already broke my heart..

i give up..

** I dun wanna be the foolish girl and end up hurt again.. **

Sa Wa Ti Kah... Kah Pun Ka...

I have been really busy for the whole of this week. Its finally FRIDAY!! Though I know there's tons of project awaiting me but I'm so gonna get my ass out of this house and venture around TOWN! Meeting the gang later for shopping session at the IT SHOW!

Apart from Proj and Proj, I have been busy having tuition and planning for the THAILAND trip. Well.. its still not confirm yet but I really do hope it will be a success. The previous time at BKK... we had loadza of fun. I was there with my then bf, JJ and Huifang. We shop till we drop dead on the floor every night. The guys kept complaining about their sore feet and finally... we went for a foot massage on the very last night. I didnt enjoy the massage as much as them cause I'm very SENSITIVE with pple touching my feet. 3 of them was having their relaxation time except ME.. turning here and there and giggling all the way. :(

Here's a photo of our lovely apartment. I'm still missing it even though it had been a yr. I miss jumping around the big room and of course the lovely breakfast buffet that was served. I just realise its S$100 per night. Quite Ex. as compared to other hotels but its all worth it. The hotel was neat and tidy everyday cause he's damn ANAL about cleanliness... the only dread part was JJ coming to our room to smoke.

YES!! This is a proof of them smoking at my BALCONY!! They are like there every 3 hrs and plus the fact that CIGGIES are super cheap there.. they smoke like as if they are the king.

Well.. thai food wasnt to our likings cause there's like veg and wierd sauces. I guess its also because of our luck that it kept raining during that season. We were left with no choice but to eat fastfood restaurant everyday. I love the fastfood there.. cause they serve THIGH meat everywhere even MAC, AnW and burger king. The aftermath of having fastfood restaurant everyday was a super red heaty lips on everyone of us. I remember JJ kept claiming that he PU ZHUAK liao.. hahahhaha!

Well well.. I totally miss BKK so much k!! Where else can u find super GOOD $10 manicure with super good nail art? I'm so gonna shop till I drop this time again when I'm there!! OKOK... done with all dreams.. now back to books!

Answers is what I lack of now.

I wish life could be as simple as it seems sometimes. I wish answers could drop from the sky sometimes to tell me what route I should start with. I wish the future we beholds will be as smooth as possible.

I just dun wish to make anymore mistakes. It has been 2 mths and I've been leading a terrific life with me proudly doing my stuff.. but why must shit happens in the midst of it?

I have never thought of toying anyone's feeling. All these while.. I'm just following what my heart tells me so.. and I seriously think that its not helping me much at all.. and now.. I'm in a huge dilema. I have nv thought I will make someone so disappointed my actions and I'm really so sorry about it. I know sorry isnt what you wanna hear and explainations is what I lack and what you dun want to hear too. GOSH!!!!!! *slaps*

I guess I'm still not as smart as I thought I am. It hurts when you're being accused of being a winner in toying pple's feeling when u didnt even intend to.

I need ANSWERS.. GOD.. PLEASE ANSWER THEM!!!!

Bites and Bites

I dunno what's up with my blood recently.. I have like 11 mosquitoes bites and ants bite in total. Its starting to disfigure my body. -_- It itch like crazy at different timing. It itch the worst when I'm sleeping. I just wish that there's a robot scratching me when I'm sleeping every night.

I have changed the bedsheets and vacuum the floor... SO.. Mozzies better dun FIND ME ANYMORE b4 I start using BYGONES to bygone u mozzies away!

I went to the Safra 21 click run on Sunday. I wasnt there to RUN of course.. just to wait for someone for 2 hrs at a bus stop feeding mozzies again. I indulge myself with 2 magazines for that 2 hrs. Looking at those runners, I dunno why but I feel a sudden enthusiam of running a crosscountry or marathon. I guess its time for me to participate in a 6 click run. I doubt I can run that far but well.. I will definitely be proud if I completed it. Hearing all the comments of.. 'THe 21click is really good' and stories of 21 click run just makes me feel so proud that YOU have completed it. Oh... I didnt know that MAN in SWEAT do indeed look sexy even Lao ah pek!! I guess I'm starting to have fetish on guys who SWEAT!! Heheheh!

Well, Proj time! :)

Bionix

So here I am having all the stress all over me now.. I decided to do a research on some military vehicles. I was pretty amazed with this vehicle by the name of "BIONIX". I always have a thought that its a tank but everyone kept telling me... NO.. ITS A VEHICLE which looks like a tank and its much more POWERFUL than a tank cause of the functions and space.

Now I know how suave it is to be a gunman or a driver in that vehicle.. SEXAY!!!!

Mugfest

And so I'm having LAW on sat. Accts on Wed was a total disappointment and thus I'm so gonna work double hard on LAW!

I havent been really out for a shopping spree or a chillout session. I'm so in need of one totally. I have been wanting to watch that DAVE show but well.. seems like I wont get to watch it anytime soon.

My bday will be coming really soon. My lovely boys are planning a celebration for me. Its gonna be a small party but well.. I'm totally anticipating it. It will be a house party with alcohols mixed by Iz and food cooked by JJ and prepared by Lionel Koh. -SO EXCITED-

I'm gonna save up to get myself a bebe slippers, Burberry Wallet/bag or a Kate Spate Wallet, Agnes B bag, MORE PERFUMES( Anna Sui, Kenzo and etc) and BKK TRIP with the girlies. How I wish money could just drop from the sky.

Yawn... back to books!!

-down-

When I thought everything was doing fine and am feeling a positive sense of direction, it turn out that everything was just an opposite. I didnt know that absence really make a heart grew fonder.. until this very day. I do hope that its just my imagination that is turning wild.. but well.. I just have to accept it.

This is really killing me.......... but well... I still have to WORK HARD FOR MY DAMN ACCOUNTS AND LAW! How mean life actually is!

Finally

Went to town today.. and finally.. I FOUND THAT SHOP.. after so long!! Well.. it looks alright.. but it looks like dandruff from far... STILL... I'm happy!

My loves..

I have been introduced to watch some really good youtube. I'm totally in lurve with these few selected songs.

口是心非/賴銘偉
It was suppose to sang by Zhang yu sheng but this guy sang it better. Thanks to JJ that I got to know this old song. Well well.. its KeeGay's fav. song too!!





Always be my baby - David Cook

Do I have to?

I'm down with a flu, sore throat and a slight fever. My eyes were feeling warm and my bones are aching.. despite all that, I still went to sch. I have skip too many times and I thought I'm a superwomen.. ended up.. I WENT HOME 1 hr later after 30 mins of bus ride. I bought a 1.5 litre of mineral water to sch.. and everyone was looking at me.

I got home and I KOed right immediatly. I woke up an hr later and was feeling very drowsy but I just couldnt get myself to sleep anymore. Friends started calling in to check out how I m and I'm really so glad. I felt a tad much better after hearing someone's voice.

I didnt want to waste time doing nothing other than sleeping. I saw this book lying beside my bed and thus decided to read up on it. After reading a page or so about MOTIVATING YOUR PARTNERS.. I fell asleep once again. Its a pretty interesting book.. especially for pple like me who seriously DUN UNDERSTAND GUYS AT ALL with their super duper WIERD thoughts and behaviours. Hm.. this bk is good!

Alright.. gtg rest now! *YAWNS*

Laugh OUT loud

I'm not trying to be mean here.. but this really make me laugh till my tears starts to stream down.

“OMG ....wat a lovely pic sia ~~~ ... haha .. any i m leon a designer .. abt me ar .... mm...

well , 14th Aug is when i 1st landed on earth ~ cool ar ~ i m Leon .. .& a Leo too ..

mm.. i spend 18 years to finally knw wat is bf gf .. yup.. it my 1st love " patoring " .. amazing rite ? well.. but it ended in 2mths time ..damn it ! neva even get to kiss her lol...

so i move on... met a ger n we dated 4yrs.. long rite ? haha.. still .. we broke up ~~~ arrg....

then .. gugu GOV send me letter go pulau tekong "chiong sua " ... end up i "chiong" for 2yrs underpaid ...lol

at age 23 , 1st time CLUBBING !!! DOUBLE O ~~~ wa kow ae... sua ku sia... go in dark dark.. music loud loud ... haha.. wat a gu gu i was tat time..now~~~ club til "ka nen " = leg weak lol hahaha...

then i start workin.. for interior firms.. switched 4 firms cos they went bankrupt .. duno its i swayed of they sway haha... finally end up at a better firm.. 4th storey sia.. got pool table somemore lo..

now 2008 , i haf emerge from a gu gu nerdy into a new MUTATED fun loving devil in town lol.. wa kow.. sound like ninja turtle lo... kawabanga !!!

so tis is moi ! #^_^#
*HP NUM* sms me ok...

wat ur no / msn wor ? i sms u”””””””


OMG.. got so suay anot? Anyway, I didnt even bother to reply...

Kite flying

I have been seeing kite flying ard everytime my dad drove past this park in tampines. I have been longing to fly kites since then.. but then the big problem is.. HOW?

I did my research on where to buy kites.. and I saw so many different kind of kites that is sold online and it cost like 50 plus? BUT.. they are really very nice kites. I even saw one DOREMON one.. but.. I guess if I really get the kite, it will be damn embarrassing to carry it ard.. I want the kite to come with a bell.. seems cool! Ah.. watever it is.. PEEPS.. if u have got kites that is collecting dust at home or know any places to get really nice and cheap kites.. PLEASE MSG ME!!

BORED..

EXCUSE ME FOR BEING NARCISSISTT... I'm as usual faster than Jun jie in terms of getting ready~

PONTAN!

There's buyer behaviour lesson today and well.. I SKIPPED! I couldnt resist the temptation that my sis in home, the weather is too good to be heading to sch and van isnt there to accompany to me today.. and so.. I SKIPPED! I was about to return to my dreamland when mummy wakes me up and demand me to visit my grandparents at tampines. I drove down to pick my aunt up at pontong pasir and again.. I WENT MISSING and I ended up at Mount Vernon where the gurkha camp is and my mum wanted to ask them for direction and I nearly KILL her for that!! I make a 3 point turn right directly outside the camp and head back to CTE.. and finally I found the place. DAMN FUNNY LAR!!!

Grandpa condition isnt getting any better. He seems so SMALL now.. its a heart wrenching sight to see him in such a bad condition. I feel bad that there's nothing much I can do except visiting him once a mth due to my tight schedule. I send grandma to her NKF dialysis and my grandparents are both very proud of me. Grandma always dote on me whenever she sees me.. I felt bad not seeing her that often.


Yesterday was like a dessert night for me. I went for my 15 mins run and then I went for my desserts treatment.. HOW USELESS RIGHT? I pick JJ up from sch.. and then we all went to KOVEN hong kong cafe to have our desserts. Yummilicious. THe mango Ice kachang is like so big that 4 mouths are not able to finish it. Yum yum!! I'm craving for one now!!

YES!! SEE my so ugly shoe. I have to wear this irritating pinky shoe to run. I bought it when I was abt to go into my new poly.. and then I regretted cause its hot pink. But well.. I guess I shall make do with it..












My bday is just 1 more month away....
I wish I wish I wish.......

for a KATE SPATE WALLET, MONEY (LOTZA MONEY), a new AGNES B bag, ANNA SUI PERFUME and well... a sport shoe so that I can run in pride....

mmmMonday

Time pass really fast today. Its great everytime u woke up and ur phone starts to ring and you hear a warm greeted voice by a friend to plan the day for you. Isaac was the one who called me up this morning to ask me out to study and also to plan Lk's bday. AND YEs... I was still in my PJ and my mouth was left unbrushed.. and I was talking to him for almost half an hr. *oops*

I woke up and get my ass on my project. I turn on like all my laptops that I could find in my house and NONE had microsoft word. I was obviously pissed that I didnt bother to turn on the LAST LAPPY thinking that.. it doesnt have Mword too. I rang JJ up.. and plead him to allow me to head to his place to do my proj and VIOLA.. off I head to his place.

I ko-ed right after I reached home. Initial plans of Swimming and running just POOF... and I zonked out. Woke up an hr later and started on my assignment again. I turned on the ONLY lonely lappy that I did not turn on initially and .. to my farking horror... it has Msword! Shiat! I took like 1 hr to print 2 pieces of paper cause I had to do so many switching of datas through emailing due to incompatibility of extentions files. I swear I nearly slam that irritating Acer com.. and the weather isnt helping at all.. its FREAKING HOT!!!

Now that I'm done with the assignment for tomorrow.. I feel so at ease. Have been eating alot recently.. and I'm so in need of a diet plan since I'm one who hates running and exercising. Sch tomorrow.. and oh gosh... someone isnt there to wake me up in the morning... hopefully I'm able to wake up else.. 0 percent for assignment.

take care guys!

A quote from...

YOU.. before heading to your OUTFIELD...

Princess ғٲғٲ says:
I want to see ur irritating bodak dogs
Narcissistt says:
no
Narcissistt says:
not now
Princess ғٲғٲ says:
u're leaving for outfield already u know
Princess ғٲғٲ says:
what if u're not returning
Narcissistt says:
yah
Narcissistt says:
den u can blog like the pilot girl fren saying now nice u had me to wake u up in the morning but u have yet to see my hair. i think ur blog will hit the highest peak.

How nice... this fren is right... But still.. do take care...

The not-so-boring days

I was out with the girlies on Wednesday since they have got the car. Dinner was at Casurina Road. The very last time I had my meal there was with Darren, Enrique, Matthew and like so many other pple.. but on Wed, its just the girlies along with Jun and Jim. The food they ordered were all my favourite.. Ha Chiong Kai, deer meet and etc etc... Yummilicious. The best part was.. THE DINNER WAS TREATED BY JIM. Jim and Jun though might appear to be some ah beng on the road but still.. having them around is like.. GOD SENT. Imagine how lovely Ah jun was when I told him I want to go Jb the other time to get my Wii games and he drove me down, how lovely Ah jun was when he pick me up and be my ahmad to drive me to town and how lovely he was when I told him I had no one to have dinner with and he came down to bring me out for dinner. NOPE.. we are never once an ITEM and never will that EVER HAPPEN. It purely frenship and seriously.. I treasure that kinda frenship alot. As for Jim, he's always a gentleman in front of all ladies. He might appear to be some Bengish guy with Tattoos all over but He never fail to put a good image in front of everyone and his jokes though less hilarious as compared to ah jun.. but its still very funny lar. Regi and Mel are like my favourite sisters. Gossiping with them never fails to bring me back those days when we were young. 1 thing I totally love about them is that this 2 Jiak-Gan-Tang girls even love to hang out with them and they are even trying hard to learn more chinese and Hokkiens. These are my lovely friends who are always there when I needed someone to rant to.


My wallet has always been very bulky since the day I bought it. I have been packing and sorting out my cards but it still turn out... 'BULKY'. There are too little compartments for my cards and I have to stuff like 3 cards into a slot and now.. the wallet looks distorted. How I wish those cards I have were Credit cards.. but just look at the amt of rubbish I have in my wallet. Discount card lar.. Student Card lar.. even POLY STUDENT CARD lar.. and yes.. I even put photos of Van Van in my wallet since she's like my bestie.. and CASH card which have 5 bucks credited inside ONLY..I need a new wallet.. Lovelies.. I dun mind wallet from KATE SPATE... I really dun mind. 15 SEPT ok??? Heheheh!!!

Friday was slacking day at home. I was suppose to do my assignment but I ended up heading to town to get my MAC eyeliner. I had my dearest son to follow me to get it. This boy here really make a good boy. He stopped me from entering FOREVER 21 cause he doesnt want me to spent anymore money and he actually block my way when I was about to go in. He then nicely Talk talk talk... until we reached the station.. GRrr!! So I ended up heading to town getting only the eyeliner. But well.. thanks to him that I manage to save some money up.

We then head down to Junction 8 Arcade to play games. Well.. I must admit I'm not really a very Arcade kinda person cause I have invested TOOOoo much money when I'm younger in the past. I had like 3 tins of Whimsy tickets and I changed like so many soft toys and cups that my dad had to STOP giving me allowance for weeks in order to stop my habit of returning. Since then, I have stop myself from playing arcade games. But kooichi was telling me that there's this particular ball throwing game that was damn fun.. and so I invested 2 bucks just to throw balls at the screen... tee hee... it was a fun 15 mins and 2 doller game!

Then Jj came.. and he was wearing this really nice top that made him so College boy. So cute right? Hehehe... he's still single and very availabe.. FEEL FREE TO TAG ME if interested!! Hehehe! We met up for MONEY NO ENUFF with the rest. The show as compared to the previous isnt that hilarious but still.. it does portray a sad story and made me tear badly during the show too.. YES I know.. I very emotional one CAN!!!

Its saturday and I was pretty aimless after Law lesson. No plans for the day.. and I couldnt really take it. Called Kooichi to ask if there's any plans.. and tata.. he says that desmond and him brought his full camera equipments that day. Met them at abt 6pm and I drag them to see me EAT at my fav. duck rice stall.


I saw this when kooichi was standing at a corner trying to take photos with his stylo Milo cam.. but well well.. my camera phone didnt disappoint me at all.. cause it turns out well too.




Went to this gig.. cause Kooichi had to help to take photos.. Lots of Malays! They were totally having fun dancing and singing! THe band was good but just that I didnt understand what they were singing. Some pple were dressed for the show.. It was fun.

HEre are some pple I got to know there. Rebecca is like so PRETTY lar.. and ROS is like.. so hilarious. I laugh so hard the whole night that my tummy is aching now. All thanks to my dearest Kooichi son that brought his mummy to EXPLORE so much things. Tee hee! Gtg!