OH NO!

It was sucha a drama mama day yesterday. Baby saw someone plunged down from the 7th floor opp. his block. He felt so uneasy after that that he cancelled all his workout plans. Thank goodness that I'm not at his place.. else I will probably have nightmare too. That guy wasn't dead after that 'HEROIC' jump but I guess he'll have a hurtful leg as his leg was hit by the construction elevator.

SEcond drama event took place at my workplace. As it was my second last day at work, the HR department personnel asked if I wanna lengthened my internship which I nicely declined. I just felt that its time for me to get my ass off for a full time job. They then introduced me another position which pays me only $1700 which I declined again cause the position and pay doesnt interest me at all and my sis will probably SCREAM if I were to take up the position.

I told my dad abt it and obviously, he wasnt happy abt it. He wanted me to carry on with the job till I've found the next job. I was so confused at that moment... cause apparently.. my sis and daddy is giving me tons of DIFFERENT VIEWS!

Sister: wants me to find a big company job so that I can enjoy while working and the privileges will be better. She wants me to find a job that I really like.. and find the ROUTE that I want.

DAddy: Tell me not to bother about my sis... and get on with any job even though its a small company as long as I dun laze ard at home.

Mummy: WANTS ME TO TAKE A SHORT BREAK!!

MYSELF: I'm trying very hard to find a job despite all the different views. Daddy and sis had been shouting at me.. to ensure that their views are right. I totally felt so lost cause I think they dun really know what I really want. All I want is to just find a marketing job that pays fairly well.. and work for the sake of my future.

Hearing all the views just made me feel so lost.. cause I dun feel MYSELF when looking for a job at all. Everytime I look for a job, I thought of my SIS... and everytime people intro me jobs.. I Thought of her again. I thought of how she will scream at me,telling me all the wrong moves and how great it is to BE in a bank. HAHA! YES! SHe have repeated that almost everytime. I don't deny the fact that her words are right.. but at times I felt that she is telling me based on her past experiences.. thus she neglected that fact that she learned through going into different environment which I wasnt really allowed to.

I knew all along.. she wants me to work for the bank just like her. WHO DOESNT WANT TO WORK FOR THE BANK? I'm TRYING too by sending in my online application but to no avail.. so I cant just rely solely on banks banks banks?

Gheesh... I'm very tired of thinking so much seriously. I'm envious of those who are allowed to take a 6mths break after graduation cause I cant foresee that to happen to me. Everywhere talks about EXPERIENCE... EXPERIENCE... and EXPERIENCES!!

ANd what is the expected salary for a fresh grad? $2,400 very high ah? Sigh... KILL ME PLEASE!!!

Ok.. shall stop my complaints. My dad had gotten an OMNIA 2! I'm able to use it someday!! WOOTS!!!

LAst day of work today! Lets pray that time will pass faster.. and I can meet Mr Sherlock Homes SOON!! Woo hoo!!

Bring back... bring back... BRING BACK my soul to me to me...

I was already feeling lethargic after work yesterday.. but I had a wake to attend. Its my Zhor zhor(Great grandma) wake and yeap.. I had to pay my respect to her yesterday by doing the rituals and stuff. I mus admit that I'm not very close to her cause I totally had no idea who she was in fact. All I knew is that she adopted my grandma and she is living till the age of 100. She died due to old age problem such as... RESPIRATORY disfunction and she is as healthy as a bull. SHe was on the chinese paper due to her 100 yrs of age! :) DAMN SAT right!!

And so, I only got to sleep at 1am last night. I was still in dreamland when the alarm clock rang. In fact, EVERYONE in my family was still lala-ing in they lala-land. I only manage to wake up at 7.15am! GRR!!! I seriously wonder how I used to PARTY till 2 plus 3am in the past when there's work the next day. HA HA HA!!

I totally left my soul at home for today. Moodless to do anything. My boss is coming back today to check on my work.. and YEA... she's giving me MORE work and task to complete by a day I assume. Ah... shall bear with it for another 1.5 days.. and I'm all done! I seriously envious all the aunties here sometimes.. THEY are always so enthu..

GTG.. boss is here..

JACYN!!

BAbe... I know u have been reading my bloggie.. Hehe!! Have a fun holiday at Taiwan.. and do meet me up SOON k? Missing u very badly.

Merry Christmas and happy Boxing Day

My X'mas party was a great one.. How's urs?

It's once again christmas day. This year was abit special as we have chosen to celebrate this special festive with the bros at Joanna's Lye Restaurant called 'JollyFrog'. It was a day filled with lovely surprises and fun. We played True or dare and did our gift exchanged. Received quite a number of gifts this year especially from my lovely sonny(Kooichi) who gave us all a cup which was hand made by him and his gf with our names on it. It ended with all smiles on each and everyone faces. Super lovely celebration!! <-More photos in FB->

Stayed over at baby's place till now. We did nothing on Xmas day and boxing day. The weather was too nice to be missed... and we slept like there's no tmr. Darling had gotten himself Modern Warfare 2 for his xmas gift. The room is filled with gunshots sounds and GO GO GO!! I was even greeted with it in the morning. A little annoying but cute cause he tried his best to turn down to vol to a min. of 2 to let me have my sleep. I tried to learn how to play in order to accompany him but well.. I guessed I failed!

Work is ending in 3 days time. Gonna start looking for a job soon... 2010 is reaching soon... I have set my resolutions!! :)

Shut off!

My mind is currently SHUT OFF now. Totally not functioning like how I want it to be. I was suppose to show my supervisor on my progress.. but she's still having a meeting. HOw great...!! gonna spend my OT time waiting for her to complete her meeting. Guess she has already forgotten about my work.

Mummy is out and no one is gonna prepare dinner for me even baby had his dinner plans without me. I wanna drive out to grab my dinner but going alone kinda bores me. I need to get xmas gift by tmr... but work is like damn TIRING for me to proceed to any other places.

I really... wanna have a short short break!

Gonna get Panasonic Lumix LX3! Ooo... super cant wait!!

2 yr 4 mths anniversary

How time flies aeh? Its 2 yrs 4 mths are endurance and love with the naughty boy. I must say that I really been through alot in this relationship.. and I definitely learn ALOT during the whole process.

the past:
I'm always a very well-known sticky gf who just can't leave without the love one. Quarrels are like ALWAYS in every relationship due to such cases. I just couldnt take it when my bf wants to have a man's night with his friends. My endurance level are very low in the past.. I would get very pissed with the slightest shit and WOULD ALWAYS WANT TO WIN in every quarrel!! hahaha!! Going out with guys are the ONLY way to spite the bf off!!

But that was ALL in the past!

The current me:
I have definitely changed to a more understanding gf. There are times when I understand that he needs his freedom and fun with his BROTHERS.. and so I always let him out even though he asked me for permission(I didnt make him do that..) out of his own will. I guess he thinks that its a form of respect.. and I'm pretty happy with that. His doting skills had made me treasure him more... and understand his needs and difficulties. Jokes between the both of us have increased tremendously and I'm happy that we are laughing more than FIGHTING. We can start a quarrel and then end off in 5 mins with a big laughter! I'm starting to play apart in his family as I tried to engage conversation with his parents... this filial son... joins the parents for dinner almost EVERY week.. and I'm glad that I'm being accepted in the family! :)

I'm happy that I have tried to get him as my bf after so much drama. Seriously, I havent knew anybody that been through so much up n down like me yet. I really love what I am and have now. BABY LEE... I love love love love u so muchie!!

I'm a laniege girl in a laneige world...

I've finally found some moolahs and time to get my laneige products. OMGness.. totally felt like a tai tai today.. Super happy!! I'm so gonna blog about all the laneige products that I've owned! WootS!!

I've always been a fan of laneige since the day a gf of mine introduced me... the very adorable and lovely and USEFUL... foundation which also looks like a HANDPHONE to me! Hehe...


This foundation had totally served me VERY well. It not only help me protect the sunrays.. but also gave off a very lovely smell when applied. My mum was asking me the other time if I have applied perfume on my face even. Isetan was having some sale the other time.. and I bought another one even when I haven't finished half of it. It took me.. almost 9 mths in order to see the base of the foundation and mind u... My face is pretty BIG! Gee!!

Another reason that I was hooked to Laneige products was also because of its lovely snowy packaging. Its too princessy to be rejected. THen.. there was this make-up guru that rave all about her Laneige product(searched for Bubz Beauty in youtube!) and I was so interested in the laneige facial foam that she's using that I bought... THIS!!



Om... HEAVENLY!! The facial foam was really fantastic!! It have this strawberry smell when u're washing ur face and on top of that... it's a MAKE UP REMOVER as well! I have bought the one with the micro beads even though they have a latest facial foam that has the same contents but no micro beads. It cost pretty reasonable too... 42 bucks if I'm not wrong and the tube is huge!!

I must admit that I'm a person that wouldnt dare to splurge on facial products UNLESS its super duper good.. so what I actually did was.. to get free samples from Laneige. Very cheapo pok right.. but WHAT TO DO... its my FACE and MONEY lei.. of course must try until SONG first what!! THe staff in Laneige are very friendly too.. they always give ALOT of samples especially when u bought something from them (must always remember to ask for it!!). SO.. when I bought my products today which cost me $180+.. they throw me a free water bank mask(small one la).



The amount of samples I have collected.. Heh heh heh... super kiasu right!! But well... I end up being their loyal customer OK!! Interested with what I have spent on TODAY??



I bought a liquid foundation which has whitening effects and its super duper CUTE!! It comes with a shimmer! THeres another one that comes with concealer...



Bought a black shimmer eyeshadow too. Well.. I know its a little dumb to buy a $25 eyeshadow.. but I had to hit the amt to get the free gift pack. :) Darling paid for it!! :)



The serum! Hehe... Totally fell in love with it after sampling! Helps to blemish your face. Super good cause it has some moisture effect. Love the scent.




The night mask!! I must tell u this WONDERFUL NIGHT MASK! IT seriously does some miracles. I totally felt my face turned SHINY on the very next morning... Totally love the smoothness of my face! The bottle is pretty huge too.. Totally worth the price!! $40 plus only.. and its their newest product! Must BUY!!!



The lovely free gift that they have given me. It comes with a big bag too! The bag abit obiang I must say.. but nvm la.. still can use!! I gave the gift set to mummy since she love the scent of it. SHE is totally loving it too I guess.

FYI.. they even have free samples for CONCEALER which I have it too!! Hahahah...


Enough of showing off my products..



HEhe... Darling's mum had gotten me a HUGEASS da bao! ITs bigger than my HAND!!

2 days MC!

Buddy's wedding was great. Everyone enjoyed it as much as the groom I supposed! Everyone started table hopping to have their chit chats. I must really consider myself very lucky to be able to table hopped while darling had his. Everyone dressed well last night.. although I felt that I was attending a PROM night instead. Haha.... but well... we respect Kervin and therefore explains the dress code.

I had a teeny weeny bit too much on the wines.. and had a bad tummy ache when I was about to set off for work. It had always been lidat.. TOO MUCH WINE == stomach very very pain!! I was about to go to work when MC started to distract me a little.. and TATA... 2 days MC given by the doctor. :)

Hm.. so after attending my first WEDDING invitation, I must say that.. the wedding anxiety had gotten into me. Everyone was asking everyone when will be their turn and who's next? Obviously, I won't want the next person to be ME but neither do I want it to take darn long to happen. I'm glad that baby had ensure me that he will try harder to earn that $$$ for wedding!! *yippie* though I know he was merely saying to make me happy! Hahaha..

I kinda miss everyone now.. how I wish there will be another meet up session soon! :)

A happy day with the Family!

As baby had to do his last minute revision for his last paper, I was home on a Sunday to be with my family. Though I really dread being home on Sunday as daddy always make it a compulsory thing to head to grandma's place for visitation.. on every sunday evening... BUT NOT TODAY!

Remember in my previous post which I said.. I hope that money will drop from sky.. for me to spent? Heh heh heh... it came true. My uncle just gave me a $150 voucher from Parkway parade. Woo hoo and on top of that.. daddy just gave me my allowance! WOOTS!! Now.. I have slightly more to spend for christmas...

Accompanied my sis to get her stuff in town. Shopping with her.. has always been for XMAS shopping for her friends. Damn tiring to squeeze my ass out of the crowd.. and snatching those last pieces away from others. I bought nothing in the end.. but I think I will buy something very soon when I'm shopping with dear on Friday.

Alright.. I gtg!

F.O.R.T.U.N.A.T.E

My cramps was acting again this morning. I knew I have to gobble some painkillers before I pronounce DEAD on the bed. I was at baby place and obviously.. I wasnt prepared. Thank goodness that I have a super thoughtful boyfren! He went down to the econ minimart alone to get the Menstruation Painkillers for me.. and on top of that.. he had gotten my favourite oilment (the one that had a ad saying: Gang Chai wo hai PuT le yi shen).. without me telling him. I felt so loved for that moment.

Tummy feeling so much better already. The magic of painkillers!! ITs almost instant that the pain just go away for GOOD with just 2 panadols. I have so much to do for the week ahead.. WORK, Eyebrown threading, shopping, meeting up and Kervin's wedding. Money money money.... please drop from the sky!

Work has been pretty alright.. just a little tired at times! People there are getting wierder and wierder.. but I totally conclude that the working environment doesnt really suit me at all even though the work is getting easier and easier(I hope!)!

Dinner last night with lala was great. Manage to talk anything under the moon. How I wish such times can be done every now and then...

Alright.. gtg now! Super sian!

My last fight.. with the exams.

Today was the MOMENT of TRUTH. It was a rather special day I would say.. cause this was the first time I had to face the result in office, I have no phone to use if I happen to need any listening ear and I'm in the OFFICE! Hahaha! I wasn't feeling good at work either. My heart was pounding and the eager to head home is like so huge that I felt like faking an illness or something. I resort to using web messaging to sms my dearest to gain some consultation or care.. but he kept wanting to view my results b4 me which I obviously wouldn't let it happen.

Finally, at 5pm, my other friends who are interns viewed theirs and was happy with it. I was TEMPTED to check it out too.. and thus after I pee(just in case I LAO JIO!).. I went to view those results. The internet connection was super FAST during those moments(and I dunno why!!).. and VIOLA... 2 Dists for GM and DC and 2 Cr for SS and SM! Borrowed a phone from my fren to call baby up for the good news.. and he was so happy for me that he said.. WAH!! YOUR BEST RESULTS SO FAR!! -_-!!!

Alot of my frens made it too... and I m obviously so very happy for them! So what's next? Finish the internship, get my ass off and look for a decent job which might probably take 6 mths!! Haha...

the working life

Working life had totally changed me. In the past, I would always nag whenever it has been more than 3 days of not seeing baby. BUT today(which is the 3rd day), I have totally forgotten about the anxiety to meet him.. even though I wont be meeting him tmr still. All I yearn for is a good comfortable sleep on my bed. I would simply just rush home for dinner right after work. I don't even have the energy to set foot to Junction 8 or anything.. JUST HOME!!

Work has been rather ALRIGHT still. I'm still getting used to SAP and pivoting. I'm totally feeling so regretful of not learning what SAP is all about during poly days and now I'm facing a big trouble. I'm always so inqusitive at work.. and for the very first time.. I'm WILLING to learn. I'm WILLING to run around tables just to ask for help. I'm willing to use my BRAIN at last!! Hahaha!!

Results are out tmr. I'm totally too shagged to think about brooding over it. The figures in the screen does make my headache SPLITS! My tummy isnt feeling too good either.. its always so bloated and.. painful. need to sleep... before I go.. DO WISH ME LUCK!! Thanks!