Sick

It was suppose to be a study night with Iz but a tummy ache struck on me and I had to rush home to have my medicine taken. The pain was excruciating and that reminds me of the day that I had the similar attack. The only difference would be.. I'm all alone taking care of myself without concern from someone whom I really hope would care for me.

I was tossing and turning in bed and finally, I got to sleep. I woke up hoping to see some care messages but there's only 1 msg from my sis asking if I'm still working in borders cause she needs some books on WINE. I guess I'm still living in a state of denial.

If getting loved by someone is such a tedious thing to do, I will rather not be in this world at all..