Its.. just.. a little Crush!!

Today's post will be..... *drumroll* regarding MY SEXIEST SECONDARY SCH CRUSH!!!! (the one in the middle) SEE THOSE MUSCLES... OMG.. but well.. he is definitely better looking in real life!!

Well well... You should be glad that I'm posting a post on u Mr Sam cause I'm having a paper on Monday and yet I'm using the remaining time to blog about u! Ok! So heres the story on Princess Fifi and prince charming Sam!

It all started with him entering into our class one day to attend lesson with us cause he Chosed to study in BISHAN PARK SEC instead of some other seconday school. I didn't have any liking for him at first cause we hardly talk. He appeared to be rather aloof in class. My ah lian friend then told me one day that she finds him CUTE.. and I was like RATHER AH LIAN AT THAT TIME.. so I slap(lightly) at his face.. and said.. CUTE MEH!! SAM>.. she thinks that u're cute!!But he didnt bother abt me!
:(.

After a year of seconday 1, we proceeded to secondary 2! As days passed... I find that OMG... HE IS REALLY CUTE! He has firm muscles and a cute baby face and plus the fact that he TRAINS in gym.. this made him even cuter! We hardly talk still but 1 thing I found out about him is.. HE IS NOT SHY AND QUIET AT ALL.. and his jokes are really 100 percent funny. I started to have a mega crush on him.. and even force my friend to organise a PARTY to get us closer by having some GAMES that reguire us to be more intimate(silly idea)!! You know why silly?? One of the games required us to be stand in the newspaper which then will be cut into smaller pieces.. and then we will get to hug each other... WE DIDNT END UP HUGGING of course... we ended up.. HIAz... ME IN THE POOL because this guy here... CARRIED ME and dunk me into the pool!! Smarty Me.. drag him into the pool as well.. as so both of us .. got wet in the pool! BUT I SWEAR... I REALLY SWEAR... that was the happiest moment in my life! We took photos and then the day ended with me thinking about that moment.

1 year passed and nothing happen. He was very difficult to be contacted at that moment cause he doesnt have a hp nor a pager. All I could do was to stare at him in class and do silly actions to get his attention. He celebrated my bday with me along with other friends.. and we got our second photo taken. That was the best bday gift..

Finally we got into a deeper contact through IRC or something(cant remember).. We started talking on the phone.. and I was always as happy as a lark when my hp beeps with his home tel. We agreed on a date because he needed me to give him ideas on a bday gift. Our date started with a tour ard town and then movies! NOTHING HAPPEN even though I wished (hahaha!!).. and then we got onto a long bus ride on bus 54 and a neo print taking session to marks the end of the day! Sigh.. I wished there was 10000 hrs on that very day!!

Sigh.. but nothing happened in the end.. as he got attached with a girl by the name of CLEVER! I was sad of course.. but I still tried chasing after him till sec 4. Now.. we are still staying in contact via MSN. He changed into a rather DECENT guy... very different from the ah beng I used to know! He's seriously a very good catch.. so girls... what are u waiting for!! GO FOR HIM.. he's available! BUT.. well.. no ah lians please... I think that he have too many ah lian friends!! HAHA!

Mr Sammie... I'm really touched that u're still keeping that photo frame (which I had totally forgotten).. and like WTH... it takes u 6 yrs to find out that there is a msg behind that photo!! HAHA... how sweet!! Anyway, its really great HAVING A MEGA crush on u!! :)

another post!

Haha... excuse me for posting 3 posts in a DAY! I'm too effing Stress now u see.. so pardon me alright! I just feel like posting some random stuff today! Hm.. today's paper is alright.. but I doubt I can score! I'm suppose to visit grand-daddy tdy but dad was so random that he decided not to go in the end. I love my boyfriend so much because he was so sweet to accompany me the other night when I was in the hospital praying for grand-daddy. As u all know that aussie is 2hrs ahead from our local time.. and he actually accompanied me through sms-ing till 12am(local time) which is 2am(aussie time). He called me the next day to ask abt grand-daddy and also to wish me all the best for my paper. He even made me promise him to email him after I got back from the hospital to tell him abt the condition. Thank u so much baby... I love u!!

Grand-daddy condition is pretty unstable now. He keeps wanting to sleep every now and then. I haven't really got the chance to see him yet due to EXAMS and EXAMS! But well.. thank god that I have friends like buddy to REMIND me to visit grand-daddy every now and then.. he even wanted to drive me there but due to Exams and EXams.. I chose to stay home and mug hard instead! I guess I will make a trip down on monday night!

Its great to know that there are people who care for u when u're at ur lowest! 11 more days to go!!

bu...ttee...

This post is dedicated to my dearest... buddy(bu..ttee..) Mr Goh Kervin!

Many might not take notice of this.. but yes.. Mr Kervin has a BLOG to blog about his life!! Mr Kervin's Blog
He set up this blog because I told him that blog actually helps to enlighten one's thought especially people like him who is need of a listening ear to listen his truckloads of problems. Well.. it did indeed help him a little but BEWARE.. its all emo posts. People who are willing to help can feel free to visit his blog.

Kervin.. u know as a buddy of urs.. I really feel worried for u in every sad entry I see(even if there's only 2)? I dun mind putting my books aside to listen to ur stories.. but of course I would want something in return for that... and that will definitely be an exchange of ur happiness. I seriously miss the old kervin who is so JOVIAL whenever he plays the MAHJONG.. but now.. what I see is a kervin who is TRYING HIS BEST to fake his smile. You know that that is not what ur buddy wants here.

whatever it is.. just try to cheer up ok? My hotline is always free for u even though its quite hot! Haha! U stay happy and we'll have more fun after my retards papers ok?

Buyer Be-be-behaviour!

I'm heading to the examination hall in less than 4 hrs time for that buyer-behaviour paper! YES... how buyer BEHAVE when they are purchasing.. example.. HOW THEY learn their product through stimulus and how they BRAIN works in a hemispheric lateralisation model (like.. different side of the brain, controls different activity). Everything in the tb is like so dead.. with me learning even the HOUSEHOLD ROLES of each family and the how CHILDREN(or infant) response to the advertisement. In short, buyer behaviour is a combination or SCIENCE, DESIGNS and yes.. EARLY CHILDHOOD! *pulls hair* I'm so sick of the book( cause its EFFING thick) that I really have the intention to burn the book into ashes and probably drink the ashes up hoping to REMEMBER some of the farking long terms they use in the household.. Take for an example: SYNCRETIC DECISION MAKING == a type of decision where both the wife and husband play a part in determining the outcome. WTH!! the opp. of Syncretic.. is AUTONOMIC! Ah fark.. I know I'm so gonna flunk this paper even though I studied really hard for it.. REASON?? Cause its freaking 15 chapts of boring issues even though it seems easy!

Last night was a horror night when I couldnt get myself to sleep due to the overloading of information. OH.. F.Y.I information overload is also one of the term used in BB! Sigh.. and I have also been thinking abt grand-daddy! The doctor told us that its terminal already.. which means.. he had REACHED THE BUS STOP liao.. time to alight(translation from my uncle)... I dun wish that anything will ever happen to him.. but seems a little impossible aeh.. but well.. I'm so gonna visit him more often after my papers!

Alright.. gtg now!! Got to do my Ling Shi Bao Fo Jiao revision!

Piano..

I always want to learn how to play the piano but mummy ALWAYS LIE TO ME when I'm young in finding a teacher for me.. and thus.. I dun have the chance to learn how to play the piano! I remembered that there was this guy who played a song while we were shopping.. and I was amazed by it even though he was playing it for fun!! From then.. I SWEAR I must let my son learn how to play the piano cause it will farking melt a girl's heart.. and I will let my daughter learn how to play the violin or cello.. HAHA.. or maybe let her do ballet lar!!



SEE... damn nice lar!! If ever a guy were to play this for me... and then propose.. I SWEAR I WILL MELT like an ice cream!

I'm Veli.. tired lah Deh..

I'm damn freaking tired now. I guess this always happens whenever there's EXAM! My eyes just get damn tired.. and my face feel HOT.. but I just cant sleep when I'm on my bed but when the book is open.. I swear I can just LIE DEAD on my table! Seriously... I really hope exam just ends like tomorrow but WTF.. its just the beginning!

But well.. there is still a need for some RELAXATION during this very stress period.. and thank god to my PTBF..cum bodyguard.. I manage to RELAC abit!!

I had Mahjong.. at Gab's place where I got my first Shi San YAO!! I guess its Gab's top that brought me some luck and maybe those ARMY cadets face that inspired me for my shi san yao since I'm facing them during the 3 pok.
Then it was dinner at ASHTON!! The steak is nice and cheap.. and I had YOGURT for dessert!
Then it was another game of MJ.. at Dre's place. I know I look TAK-GLAM here but I dun really bother about my looks now since its EXAM!! Where got time to take bus to junction 8 to buy mask and facial product.. U TELL ME LAR!!! I dun even have the time to pluck my brows!! Shait!!

Then it was study session with Syl, Joyce and my dearest PTBF cum bodyguard!! Haha! Thanks for everything MR kervin goh! I know I know... you have been really sweet to bring me out to try all the delicious food... and ensure I reach my DOORSTEP everytime I head out.. and never fail to pick me up even though u stay at SEMBAWANG!! *tears fall* BUT... I also do something in return okie.. I accompany u to talk cock until 4am in THE MORNING even though I should be mugging at home!!

Sigh.. I'm feeling tired.. but NOPE... Not going to sleep! Shall find the correct SPOT to study Market research!! *yawns*

Brain Malfunction

Though I really love this subject about MARKETING... but wtf lar... 15 chapts of buyer behaviour and 16 chapts of Marketing Research is really killing me ok!! I manage to store only 14 chapts of bb... and 0 chapts of MR.. cause therez still MAB to worry abt!! *PULL HAIRS* Can someone teach me the ART OF STUDYING?

OK.. apart from all the NONSENSE about studies.. there's something to be happy about still.. like.. my TUITION!! Yeap.. I always have interest in teaching and whenever my students scored good grades in their papers.. I will always feel a sense of satisfaction as if I was the one scoring good grades. And so.. there's this student whom was introduced by a fren. She's a very quiet girl who has got an attitude. Teaching her can be rather tedious cause.. she dun talk as much as my other student. I tried to engage into many funny conversations with her.. and finally she OPEN UP herself.. and guess what... SHE SCORED PRETTY WELL FOR HER PAPERS!! YiPPiE!!

At least my efforts had paid off! Told my dad about it.. and he claims that it was him who taught me all the tactics!! HAHA!!

Hm.. baby called me today after 2 days of MIA-ing! His reason for not calling is again.. QUEUE TOO LONG.. and he had no choice but to cut queue today just to call me! How TWEET right...!! He claims that he misses me just as much as how much he misses his chou chou and gou gou!! So.. as a gd gf like what I always am... I shall put up a photo of it.



Will be seeing him in another 2 more weeks... Hm... I feel like it has been eons since I last seen him!! The feeling is WU FA XING RONG de!!! Itz wierd that we have to always end our email/conversation with I miss u.. I really do!! But we both know it was genuine!! Love u always!