Days are not that bad after all...

YES.. I'm still quite tramautized over the results but then.. I'm so not gonna let it affect my holiday mood. I guess its time for me to learn how to pick up from failure. I know its not end of the world.. so give me some time and I will be back.

OK.. and so.. Baby rang me up like 10am in the morning yesterday to break out the news that he has to go for some courses. He was in a rush and so being the WORLD BESTEST GF.. I took the car and drove down to his camp ALL BY MYSELF. I was even NICER that I actually lend him the car to drive out and I nicely stayed at his room with all his brothers at home for a nice 6 hrs. I DIDNT EVEN STEP OUT OF THE ROOM.



And so.. when he got back, we went out for a nice dinner at BOTAK JONES. We chose to take away cause we wanted to have our own romantic time at my place only to find out that.. I FORGOTTEN TO BRING MY KEYS! Opps! So... we ended up having our meals at the poolside. It was my first time enjoying botak jones beside the pool.. pretty romantic except the fact that there's a black cat staring at us throughout our meal. No one was home and so we carried on with our PSP battle at my house VOID DECK for almost 2 hrs and thats when we saw an anGEL.. MY SIS!!!!!! Well... it was really a fantastic short night but a super LONG DAY! We were both so fatigue that we SLEPT at 11pm! Hahaha! But well.. it kinda bonded us even more this time with what actually happened today.

Yup.. see our nice PSP! The MR n MRS PSP. Hehe.. I guess I'm changing into a GAMER freak already. Wahahahhaa!

Oh.. and baby kept calling me a SILLY GF after he realise that I did not step out of his room for 6 hrs. AND he couldnt believe how I manage to hold my bladder. HAHAHA! Well.. I just dun wanna have that awkward look from his brothers lar.. WAT TO DO!!! SO.. baby.. I'm NOT UR SILLY GF ok!!!!



Oh! And I woke up early to meet up VAN VAN for our appealing session. We should be feeling sad about APPEALING for our results but we ended up laughing and having fun with writting our appeal on a bloody paper only to find out that... WE WASTED SO MUCH TIME and 9 pieces of paper cause we can actually EMAIL the coordinator. Grr! But still.. we concluded that we are both very sWAY girls. Hahaha!

Well.. we both made vows that we will work double hard for next semester and NOT PON anymore sessions. And then when I ask her if she's going for the ang mo lesson.. SHE SAID.. erm.. NO! Hahahaha! Still.. we are gonna be CLASSMATES for MAB. Haha.. please dun laugh at our STORIES ok!! We tried our best and therez a CRITERIA to appeal.. so thats why we BHB to tell them that theres an error. WE ARE FORCED TO!!!!

Ok.. Am gonna bath now to meet baby. Oooo hooo.. SEX AND THE CITY TOMORROW!!!

FAILURE is a mother to success

My eyes are swelling from all the crying and emo shit. I woke up having a seriously bad feeling and then when I get to see my hp, I saw brian msg saying that the results are release but not MAB. I wasnt really that enthu but I still went to turn on the computer and to my HORROR.. I failed that most irritating SUBJECT... LAW! My heart totally sank and I felt so HELPLESS! I message everyone and felt even worst when I realise everyone PASS. I went back to sleep with tears until an hr later... BRIAN message me agn to check my mab result. I was feeling SHITTY again.. and guess what... I FAILED MAB. I felt like a total LOSER. How could I ever fail 2 subject at a GOAL.

The feeling totally suckz. I cried like as if I failed for my O LEVELS or something. Its wierd that I'm crying for myself that I didnt work hard instead of crying because of what my parents would say. I felt so shit that I have thoughts of quitting sch. I guess this blow was simply too harsh. I kept crying and baby was all along on the phone trying his best to cheer me up and knock some sense into my head. I couldnt bring myself up to talk to any of my sim pals cause I know they did dairly well. I dun wanna see myself acting in front of them and so I log off immediately after I saw that horrendous result.

I still have to go for my tuition even though I'm so upset. My eyes were so tired from the excess tearing. Thank god that my student gave me a good news on his results. He scored all 90 plus for his subjects and his english was 98/100. Well.. gonna spent money on his present again.

Got back home and back to emo state. Chatted with Shaye and yes.. I feel much better. Messaged Angela and told her abt the horrendous result. Well.. it was my first time msging her but I was amazed by what she say.. FAILURE IS THE MOTHER OF SUCCESS. I was like WOKEN up by this sentence.

Dad got home and I told him abt the NEWS. I cried AGAIN! I hate myself sometimes lar.. JUST cannot act strong abit one lei.. tears machiam auto FLOOD ur eyes lidat one lor. I initially plan to tell him in a cutesy way but ended up he comfort me because of my tears. Gheesh. But anyway, dad was pretty OPTIMISTIC. He gave me a funny reaction that I NEVER expect he will do. He actually SWEET TALK to me and gave me a AIYO..... I WONT CANE U LAR... DUN WORRY. FAILURE is good.. at least u LEARN!! HUH!!!! Hahahaha... well.. these words are definitely very encouraging. I felt so much at ease but also.. it kinda motivates me to work 10000000 times harder. Trust me.. LAW n ACCTs.. u 2 modules better watch out.. I'm so gonna study fuck u two upside down. fucking 2 modules cause my dad to spend another 3k and also half a mth of my time. Grrr...!!!

And because it wasnt from my income, I still feel a bit pai seh on failing this two modules. Baby was surprise over my dad's reaction too. Wahahha.. thats why I always think I have a sort sort teh daddy.. very temperamental one. Can only tell him certain things on a certain time. Anyway, he's heading to TAIWAN tomorrow.. Wooo WEEeee... I'm so gonna drive his car out tomorrow to fetch baby on MY OWN. Am I scared? Erm... not really.. I'm gonna be brave.


Went over to gab house yesterday on my own for MAHJONG SAKE. hahaha! They went to pluck mango b4 i went. And when i reach.. they were playing BOXING. hahaha! I thought I was at the wrong house for a moment. Manage to win 4 bucks over all. Syl drove me home for once in a new mini cooper. He allow me to test drive his car ard gab house. Wooo.. but well.. he was scared too!






I guess after all this shit that happens... I realise something. I realise that baby is always there whenever shit happens to me. Though not physically there ALWAYS but his words always hits me hard. He is always there encouraging me and making sure I'm alright. I seriously need such people in my life. I guess I will feel even worst if not for him. His calls and numerous message are always words of care. NOW... there's a promise from me to him and that is... I PROMISE TO WORK GAZILLION TIMES more FOR NEXT SEM! Hm... fucking hate to repeat module. First time in 22 yrs.

Let's go kai kai..

Oh well.. like I said in my previous post, I woke up damn early for my dearest. Met up with him only at about 10am. Slack ard at his place while his parents bought us lunch. We were both really tired but that didn't stop us from heading out.




We wore our couple tee's the first time together after we got that from bkk last year. YEA.. my colour came out already and that's cause I wore so many times without making baby wore it and thats cause BABY thinks its queer to wear the same tee. I dun really think that its that wierd lar. As long as u have confidence in bringing the love out instead of stares.. I GUESS IT SHOULD BE ALRIGHT. And we are not wearing tees that are obiang or so whatever.. we are wearing 'THE STROKE' tee ok. But well.. he was really sweet to wear it out for me yesterday at least. AND we wore it together when we had dinner with his parents too.. and all the way until he send me home. WOO... total AWESOME.

We headed down to queensway to get my PSP and also my long waited FBT shorts. I finally found one tat really rox. Not the usual FBT.. but one that looks a little special. Bought my PSP at some shop in QUEENSWAY. I seriously think girls sucks when it comes to buying game. Thank god that I have baby with me. The man was asking me if I wanna get the us set cause China set is lousy and stuff.. I guess if without baby presence.. I WILL GET THE US SET lor. There was another girl who was getting a psp and she was con to GETTING THE US set. The us set unlike the China ones.. are definitely better but what's the need of getting a better psp when u're actually MODDING it and warranty are said to be void when u mod the set. AND.. there's only BLACK in us set whereas china set has so many colours for me to choose. And like what baby said, if its so easy to be spoilt then why are everyone BUYING the china set. HOW TRUE!!! I guess girls just dun analyse that when it comes to buying GAMES. Sigh.. reminds me of that NDS that I was cheated. Grrr...

We went down to IKEA to shop ard. They were having some renovation and everything was so cramp up. Nothing much to see except BEDS and SOFA beds cause baby is intending of getting ONE! YES.. the current one that we are sleeping is a pathetic SINGLE size bed. I swear I always get punches ard my face and body when we are both sleeping. I feel like as if the husband n wife are shopping for their flat or something cause baby was so engrossed with the measuring and stuff.. while I plonk myself onto the beds and sofa bed trying to feel its comfortness. We still havent decide any specific one yet but one thing we realise was.. THE I TOUCH we bought could just gotten us a bed or a TV or a PSP. HAHHAAH!

Took a long bus ride home and finally WE COULD HAVE OUR SLEEP when his brother knocks on our door and ask us to get our ass out for dinner with the parents. Urgz... WE didn't get a wink and we are all set to get out for dinner. We were so tired that we doze off in the car to and fro. The dinner was settled at bugis and it was uberlicious. Home at 9pm and we were checking out on other beds. He sent me off at 10.30pm and that's my sunday.

Woo.. this weekend came and gone within a flesh. I didnt even know it's actually over. I had too much fun that I just realise the results are gonna be out very soon. WHATEVER liao lar.. I know I'm so gonna fail 2 sub this sem. Fuck it.. not gonna bother abt it like seriously.

OK.. mummy and sis are addicted to the psp. WHAT ABT ME? I havent get to play it yet. Grr...!!

THE POWER OF LOVE...

Yesterday was helluva fun. Gab and rest came over to my place for MJ. Initial plan was to play wii and then mahjong but cause we met up LATE.. everything was delay. NOW U know why I set 4-5pm? Cause I know we will meet only at 6pm. HAHA. And after the waiting and EATING.. its time for party at my place. They took photos at my place as if we went on a excursion tour. 4 cameras ok!! When we are about to start WII.. Some of them was making noise of not PLAYING WII but mahjong. So.. being the usual ADDICT here, we played MAHJONG without touching WII.

Joanna left after heating up her ass at my place for 1 hr. If only she could stay longer then she could have seen how Syl have to pay 3 players for a ZHA HU, how we do our signature dance, how we sang so many irritating songs, how gab and I love and hate each other and the treat that I treated them cause I'm the winner.

I guess Mahjong could just instantly change my life. I simply love mahjong so much lar and BATHING MAHJONG's do helps.. SEE.. it makes me win. We might be playing later again at gab house this time.. but its still not confirm.

Oh.. and I had only 3 hrs of sleep for the night. I hate the bio clock of mine. It just wakes me up darn early EVERYTIME baby is booking out. I can feel super tired and all but wakes up 1 hr b4 baby books out. I HATE IT!

Might be buying psp later for mummy. I want the red one so badly but its out of stock in many places. Gheesh... SIGH.. gtg go get changed for a SUNDAY spree. BYE!!!

I'm back!!

AFter so many days of disappearance, I'm finally back. Nothing had happened to me.. just feel a sudden lost of interest in blogging but now I'm back. REASON of coming back cause I've got a few photos to blog abt.

When I received a news on tuesday about how I'm gonna celebrate my saturday when baby is doing his duty. I was estatic. Zw, Gab, Lisa, Joanna and maybe syl n jun jie will be coming to my place for some wii session and mahjong. So, the super free me, went to wash all the mahjong tiles just in case we are playing on that very day.

It wasn't easy for me to stay still in the toilet brushing every single tiles. I nearly fall asleep after half of the mj tiles are being washed. But anyway, i have done the washing and its uber clean now. I'm so gonna show my golden mahjong tiles off. Its given to me by my ex's uncle in hong kong. Not that I'm keeping it for remembrance but the gold plated really makes u feel WANG whenever u touches it. Hope it does bring me some luck later.




Then it's project session with Syl and Lisa. But being the usual Syl, we have to have our dinner first b4 proj. AND.. we settled it at some Jap restaurant at Cathay. It was his treat. Thank u so much! The food was great with the discounts and all. Headed down to Starbucks to help lisa with the proj while Syl does his stocks. I was also reading my storybook but Lisa had so much question that I halt my reading and help her in any ways I can.

And then.. it was off to meet the rest at Lavender food court. It was my first time seating on a fren's bmw so that explains why I'm so excited and stuff. AND what's more, it's a new BMW i guess. Its interior is like so cool and its exterior is like so big and excutive. I feel like some ang mo business man when we were waiting for the traffic light. Its way uber cool.




However, the only disappointment is that I cant seems to see Syl's head when he is driving. I thought that the car was moving on its own.. and it scares me hell lots. Haha. But well.. thanks for the experience. Oh.. and check out the number of buttons.. SO MANY! There's no gear box and handbreak.. wow.. its all depending on the BUTTONS!

After dinner was wii session and mj at gab's place. Lose 11 bucks but well.. its alright. I had my fun.

Gab and rest will be coming later. Simply cant wait. my hands are aching from thursday's wii-ing but it will never stop me from having fun on wii later at my place. A pity that baby couldnt be out today for such fun. He has Guard duty. Urhs... always the case.

And so..

And so..

I have been feeling rather moody recently. Exam results are coming out next week and hell am I NOT feeling prepared at all. I'm having the PRE exam result syndrome again. But well.. like how I always comfort myself.. I've tried my very best already.

And So..

I felt so moody yesterday dat NOTHING make me happy and that include shaye's presence. I felt so bad declining everything he wants. This is so NOT me and I think I'm just being a spoilt brat.

And So..

Zhiwei and rest came back yesterday from their Redang trip. He called me at abt 12 plus and he was telling me how great REDANG was.. I'm JEALOUS! But well.. I'm not someone who lurves the sun so much so apart from the fun, I guess its still ok to give it a miss. Now that they are back, we can plan for our dinner TRIP for the girls.

AND SO...

Lisa just hung up the phone on me cause irritating Syl called her. How could she ditch me for him. I'm so sad and ANGRY lisa.. for that.. 1 MACDONALD meal.

And so..

I have nothing to do for the day. Guess I will shop for my psp online. Uber boring to the max. Weight drop back to where it suppose to be and it clearly shown how the weight increases.. LIONEL LEE YONG YEE!!!!

And so..
BBYE!

And So I'm here once again.

Some really overdued photos found in my camera.

Last week was really hell LOADZA fun. It's so fun that I couldn't even keep track of the date, time and even day.
On Wednesday, I drove down to baby's camp for the first time with my mum presence of course.. to pick him up. I wasnt really familier with YISHUn area and so he took over the wheels and drove both mummy and I to some coffee shop to have Chicky rice. Walked ard some shopping center and we headed home after that. After sending mummy off, I took over the wheels to his place and once again.. I parked perfectly into the slot. After changing, I drove down to pick Iz and Kooichi up to eluther's 22nd bday bash at Loyang. Alright.. I must admit that my driving isnt 100 percent zai yet but still I made it ALL THE WAY to Loyang.

Oh.. here's a photo of syl. He wants me to post this photo up to show how emo he gets when lisa went off with her bf. @#$#$@$%$%.. a pity that he did not be an actor for SURIA channel. Sigh...

We had Mahjong at Eluther's chalet and we won 10 bucks. It was really fun playing the guys esp. Kervin, JunJie and Zw and yes.. IZ. I can totally feel the tension playing with them.. and this is really what I call.. MAHJONG. As baby have to leave early for his soccer finals. We left at 2am to my place cause there's SCV. Mummy was really nice enough to let out her room for us to watch SOCCER cause I wanna sleep and baby wanna watch tv so the perfect place to watch.. is none other than her room.

After watching that soccer match which I totally KNOCKED OUT after driving ard to so many places, we made a trip down to the macdonald near baby's place by FOOT. Its pretty a distance but we totally enjoy the trip down at 6am in the morning.

After breakfast, we headed back to his place to Zzzz. Woke up in the afternoon to have baby's haircut and then off to AMK central to watch GUARD of honour. Was suppose to catch it at night but since we were so tired.. we rather watch it right away and then head home to Zzz. Reached home and I was totally stuck with this...

Well.. I'm currently playing this fishy game which is really addictive. Since baby isnt available to entertain me.. I shall play his PSP until no batt so that he will not get to touch his game. HOW EVIL. Anyway, that photo was taken by him cause I totally ignore him like how he used to do it on me. YES.. thats me on his bed playing his PSP. Oh.. see that doggie and bear there. The dog is already 22 yr old(belongs to baby) and that bear is given to me by gab, joanna and everyone for my bday.. they are both my best frens when baby neglects me for his computer and game.

We slept early on Thursday and woke up early on friday. His parents went Batam on Friday morning and so naughty baby trick me into believing him that we will take the BUS all the way to habourfront for some shopping. I believed him and so when we went down, I was shock that he is driving down instead. I was really a happy girl..

We walked ard Vivo from 2pm till 7pm and then rush down to SENTOSA to catch that SONG OF SEA( the musical fountain). It was both of our first time there. The show was great but a little too short. LISA.. u should head there with ur bf.. TOTALLY a couple kinda thing. I was like a small girl WOWing in baby's ear. But well.. there are too many INDIANs there... watching too.

I thought I was at little india for a moment.

Baby took a photo with a background of HOW MANY InDIANS there were. We were both really crazy on a FRIDAY night. We made a stroll down to the beach and he made me walk across this bridge. I dunno why but I have got a phobia that I will fall into the sea. Hahaha.. and naughty him kept shaking that bridge. WHAT AN ASS. But it was really sweet when he kissed me on the bridge cause I told him.. HOW LOVELY it is if someone were to kiss me on a bridge.. lalala.

We took like loadza shot there as if we were one of the indian. And baby was as if the photographer of the night cause he was like playing ard the functions of my cam and HIS new lg phone. Here are some of the photos that photographer lee took. :)

I totally have loadza fun that night. We went back to my place so that I can get my dress for next day shopping spree in town. THAT's when.. I decided to sell my NDS to get a PSP. Mummy is willing to sponsor the remaining sum so.. I'm getting a PSP.

SAt was also a day filled with couple mood. Our initial purpose was to have our breakfast at somewhere near his place but we ended up at Macpherson road to eat my favourite prawn noodle. Bought lunch for his younger brother and then headed down to town with his car at 5pm. We shop like mad on GSS.. he bought quite a number of stuff and I even bought him a AGNES B tee. I bought nothing except lingerie for myself at La Senza. Headed down to Aljunied Chup Lao to have my favourite Hokkien Mee and then down to East Coast for Cheesecake cafe.

See how spoilt am I for the weekends last week. I felt so pampered that I suddenly feel like SHIT now having to revert back to my normal life. Baby wont be coming out this coming sat which means.. he wont be going down to the chalet with him.. and now I'm dun have the mood to head down anymore.. Yawns.

Though we had loadza quarrel during the few days.. but we settled it fast and in the cutest way. I miss u totally much baby.. and I cant wait to see u on WED when u book out for a short while. I wont be staying his place this week... Yawn!